So...It's been forever since I last blogged...partially due to having no internet but now I do!! Yay!! So excited to Skype my husband when we can make our schedules work :) Hmmmmm........where to begin....
Okay, so this weigh in is a little late because I've been so busy moving and such but here it is!!

Starting weight January 1 : 258
Starting weight June 1: 241
Starting weight Sept. 1: 208
CURRENT WEIGHT: 202
YAY!!!!!!!
I don't know if you all can see that but that's a total loss of 56 pounds this year total!!! and 39 pounds since June 1st hehehehehhehe!! I'm so excited and feel great :D
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| my baby sis is all growed up |
This weigh in was extremely difficult for me....I hurt my back about a month back and have not been able to go to the gym or work out for an entire month. :( My back is still giving me trouble, but I'm confident that I'll be able to return to the gym soon...So a loss of 6 pounds is amazing in my mind!! I'm so grateful that I was able to keep it up through diet alone while I re-cooperate :)
By the way....everything is moved up to Beaverton and I'd like to thank everyone who came over and helped me pack, move stuff into the uhaul, countless trips to the thrift store, dump and everyone who drove up and helped me unload....phew! I never would've been able to do it alone! Without your help I never would've been able to spend the two days up in Portland with Fletcher :)

Now I will apologize ahead of time for anyone who rubs me the wrong way in the upcoming month and half....I will not be able to see Fletcher until Thanksgiving and as the weeks go by I'm sure I will become more and more agitated :/ I will do my best to limit myself to a few moments of weakness but I'm not sure I will make it all the way through this time without a few outbursts. It will please you to know that I'm now on Paxil :) I didn't want to be on an everyday pill, but the doctor said that it would be best :/ It seems to be helping..in more ways than one :) I am a little calmer...I still have trouble going to walmart during peak business hours(so I try to avoid it at all costs) or any store for that matter. It's saving me money haha!! as I have to do a quick sweep of the store kind of shopping ;) Also it helps me sleep, which is something that I haven't been able to do very well for a long time now...so for now things are seeming better. I don't wish to stay on this pill forever, but for now I'm okay with it. :)

Last night was my sister Brianna's 22nd birthday :) We had a blast...well what I remember of it haha! We hit a certain point in the night and everything went blank...I was told that I did quite a few things that I have no recollection of :/ but what I can remember was definitely fun hehe! So all in all, we had a good time. It's bittersweet that while I'm writing about her birthday I'm remembering that my sister Sara (who lives in California) is going to be turning 21 this year and I won't be able to celebrate with her :( I miss her and the rest of my Missouri family terribly. I wish there was some miracle that would happen and I would inherit two round trip plane tickets so I could fly down and see my sis for her bday and then fly over for Christmas with my father, his new wife Cheryl, and my brother Jared.

Before I got drunk last night (hehe) I decided to color my hair :) What color you ask? Bright Red!!! It's a color I've never done before...I've done purple-burgandy-red, but this red is new for me :) Very excited about it and have come to realize that I can pull off almost any color of hair...YAY!! Because I love dyeing my hair so :) This is part of the living my life to the fullest...no regrets thing I'm trying...again Thank You Sam! You are a wonderful friend and overall person and you mean so much to me :) You've opened my eyes to a wonderful way of life!

TO SAM: I know that sometimes life can suck but I know you will make it through this...just remember what you told me like a week ago.."girl, you are strong....like me :)" So I know you can do this!! Just think of happy things and before you know it you'll be right back here in good old Roseburg. Also, just hold out til like Mon or Tue when you get my care package...operation tootsie roll is almost complete ;) P.S. KARAOKE!! HEHE....YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!! :)
Well Next Monday will mark the beginning of costumes for A Christmas Carol...wish me luck I'm going to need it haha! I'm also knee deep in rehearsals for The Messiah....goodness gracious here I go again! Well people...I'm exhausted after last nights partying and think I will relax. Now I leave you with more pictures from our party.........haha!
Love,
Amanda
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| I thought this one turned out cool :) |
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| Aww :) |
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| I LOVE YOU BRIANNA!! |